Friday, March 5, 2021

Newness of life


My roses are starting to grow new leaves.


Spring comes much earlier in North Carolina.  Before many more days have passed, the magical misting of green will appear across millions of lacy twigs that spread out above us.  Right now is the time for daffodils and Spanish bluebells to grow for all they're worth, before the canopy of leaves arrives and shields them from sunlight.

This is my fifty-fifth spring, and I am happy to be able to experience it.  I love spring, and babies, and puppies: new, small, sweet, tender, fresh things.  New beginnings.

August tomatoes are a delight, homegrown, juicy and full of flavor.  Yet, even though I can't eat a peony, no tomato has ever thrilled my soul the way a fluffy pink peony blossom can.  Autumn is for tomatoes and apples, pumpkins, cukes, carrots and peppers.  Bountiful, edible blessings, they fill our stomachs with plenty and our hearts with gratitude.  But spring is so full of hope and promise, all the things that might be but are not yet, as new life emerges, untainted, innocent and eager.

Roses begin to sprout new, tiny leaves.  They are, to date, perfect, unsullied by black spot.

Spring is newness of life, which always points my mind to Christ, who is making all things new.  All of us who are in Christ, who depend on Him, listen to Him and abide in Him, are new creatures.  The old has gone, the new has come.  He has given us new, fresh garments of righteousness to wear.  Our old garments of sin and death are put off, rolled up, thrown away.

In Christ there is no decay.  In Christ there is no deterioration.  The infinitely abundant water of life flows into us through His Holy Spirit, our gift from Him at the point of our conversion.  His Spirit renews, refreshes, nourishes and cleanses unceasingly.  The gift of the Spirit is His kept promise to us.  His Spirit comes into us when we first believe, enabling and augmenting that belief, sealing us as God's immortal children forever.  He brings His everlasting life into us, right into our being, and He generously offers to refill us with more of His Spirit whenever we ask.

God is life.

He created us and gave us life.

Everything God created was good.

God, the Source of life, created male and female, biology,

so that life could continue,

over years and generations,

newness arising in miracles of tender leaves unfurling

as the infinitesimal stalks of close-wrapped columbine shoots starting to unroll in my plastic pot, 

and slippery babies emerging from wombs,

some tiny, wrinkled, ready to be plumped up with good milk,

others so round and lush, they need a few hours to fluff out after being crushed inside close quarters.

All gorgeous.  All brimming full of potential.

God is life, and God is righteous.

Righteousness is love and health, 

faithful obedience to God, 

connection to truth,

and sincere appreciation for everything good and pure.

God is righteous, and righteousness results in life.

Righteousness results in flourishing life, abundant peace, overflowing joy.

But sin leads to death.

Sin came to us through the Curse of Adam,

and the way of sin results in death and eternal condemnation.

God hates sin because He loves us, 

and sin hurts us.

In His love, God desires that His children

would live and flourish,

protected from the ravaging destruction of sin.

Sin is all based on a lie, 

so its foundation is deception.

No-one who is grounded in the truth

and focused on the all-surpassing glory, beauty and worth of God

is drawn into sin.

We are drawn into sin when we forget the truth

and believe the lie that things other than God are more satisfying, more worthy than God.

At the root of the the lie that leads us into sin

is pride.

Pride tells us that we know better than God.

Pride tells us, "You are the only one who can decide what is right for you."

And pride tells us, "You have the right to decide what you need and then fight for it."

Pride tells us, "Nobody knows how hard your life is.  Your life is harder than anyone else's."

And pride tells us, "It was too hard for you.  It's not your fault.  It's God's fault, actually."

Pride convinces us to confuse the Curse of Adam with the Creation of God,

and lay the blame for the problems that result from the Curse of Adam 

on the shoulders of God.

It's very appealing, to think that we are so important, so innocent, so maligned.

And it's rampant.

Everyone thinks he is the protagonist in his own story;

it goes with the internal monologue that our thoughts narrate to us each day.

Even when we behave heinously--

lying, cheating, stealing, coveting, idolizing,

indulging our sinful desires,

selfishly seeking what we think will bring us pleasure,

hurting people, influencing people to sin, casting wicked words around like chaff--

we fail to look beyond our own blinded viewpoint, 

striving to justify ourselves,

and imagining ourselves to be the one who was wronged.

When we run out of people to blame,

we blame God Himself,

and then, in our irrationality, our deepening delusion,

we deny His very existence.

How can you blame One you don't believe exists?

We are pitiful, in our sinful state.  Sin does that to us.

The paradox of pride is that it robs us of our dignity.

Sin disfigures our souls, turns us into monsters.  

The Bible compares sin to leprosy,

a disfiguring disease that ruins lives, forces people to live "outside the camp"--

isolated from purity, limited to relationships with others who suffer from the same disease.

We don't know much about leprosy, but we know cancer.

Sin is also like cancer, the spiritual parallel to cancer.

Often, it creeps in invisibly, quietly,

damaging in secret,

leaving only small signs that are easily ignored,

remaining hidden until it goes metastatic and lethal.

It kills: slowly, steadily, painfully, tragically.

God sent Jesus to release us from this wasting disease of sin.

God sent Jesus to bring us life.

Life is the result of righteousness, 

the result of connection with God through His indwelling Spirit.


For when you were slaves of sin,

you were free in regard to righteousness 

[i.e. you could focus on yourself 

and ignore God's calling 

for you to live a life of sacrificial love].

But what fruit were you getting at that time

from the things of which you are now ashamed?

For the end of those things is death.

But now that you have been set free from sin

and have become slaves of God 

[who is the kindest master, Matthew 11:29],

the fruit you get leads to sanctification

and its end, eternal life.

For the wages of sin is death

but the free gift of God

is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

Romans 6:20-23

***

"Today if you hear His voice, 

do not harden your hearts as you did in the rebellion."

Hebrews 3:15


He is making all things new.  He offers new life, righteousness, holiness, peace and joy.  He holds it out to you.  You must repent.  You must grieve because of all that you have done wrong, and surrender to His healing hands.  It will involve pain.  It will be hard.  But it will be good.  It will be good.  He promises that He will give you so much more than anything you lose in the process.  Oh, please come to him in faith and humility, repentance and hope, today.


//(Note as of 4/7/2021 -- I have given up writing posts of 75 words or less.  I am not a good enough writer to keep that up.)//

Tuesday, February 23, 2021

A poem prayer

 Dear God,


When the sun shines,


it feels as though You are looking at me.


And when clouds cover the sky,


it feels as though You have tucked me into bed.


I know You are infinitely bigger,


but the sky is the biggest expanse I can see,


and the sun is the largest object my eyes perceive.


Infinitely smaller than You,


they make me think of You,


Who are infinitely bigger than all the Universe,


which is incomparably larger than our galaxy,


which is incomparably larger than our solar system,


which is exponentially larger than our dear planet earth,


on which we exist like tiny specks traveling hither and yon.


Like the exponentially tiny particles that comprise us,


we are tiny particles on earth,


under Your wise watch and care.


You know everything from the quarks that form a neutron


to the light-year distances between galaxies.


You made it all.


You track it all.


You direct it all.


You are too much to comprehend.


Silly me.


I simply imagine You smiling on me when the sun shines


because that is the warmth I feel on my face.


I love You.


Thank You that You are faithful and good.



~Amen~






//(Note as of 4/7/2021 -- I have given up writing posts of 75 words or less.  I am not a good enough writer to keep that up.)//

Monday, February 15, 2021

Legacy

 The memory of the righteous

is a blessing

but the name of the wicked

will rot.

~Proverbs 10:7


We continually create our legacy.  


C.S. Lewis said, "Good and evil both increase at compound interest.  That is why the little decisions you and I make every day are of such infinite importance."


Each decision marks a path.  If we seek the Lord and His righteousness--which is, practically speaking, love of God and love of our neighbors--then our paths will bless others.


Lord, let me walk the path of Jesus, who humbly gave His life, demonstrating Your love.  Let me not neglect an opportunity to do good or make right.

Wednesday, February 10, 2021

Passion, Desire and Delight

(Disclaimer: this is more than 75 words.)




 Delight yourself in the Lord, 

and He will give you the desires of your heart.  

~Psalm 37:4


Many quote this verse, assuming it says:

Delight yourself in your natural passions and desires,

and claim the blessing of God on them.

He will surely indulge your wishes

because He loves you.


However, it does not say that.


It says:

Delight yourself in the Lord.



It's another way of looking at the Greatest Commandment:

Love the Lord your God with all your heart, soul, mind and strength. 

(Deuteronomy 6:5, Matthew 22:37, Mark 12:30, Luke 10:27)


Which is a restatement of the First Commandment:

You shall have no other gods before me. 

(Exodus 20:2)



To love anything more than we love God is to commit idolatry, which is spiritual adultery, a serious and potentially deadly sin.

You adulterous people!  

Don't you know that friendship with the world is enmity with God? (James 4:4)


Anytime we take hold of a besetting sin and cosset it, excuse it, cherish it, insist that it is an integral part of who we are, we are denying the power of Christ to deliver us as He promised.

He never said it would be easy.  

He said, "Take up your cross daily and follow me," (Luke 9:23).  

Take up your cross.  Daily.  Persevering.  

Take up your cross.


Then Jesus invites us to come to Him when we are weary and tired of carrying the heavy load, because He will give us rest.  He will help us.  He already carried The Cross, and He will come under our crosses too, supporting us with everlasting arms as we carry the weight, making the burden light.  (See Deuteronomy 33:27, Matthew 11:28-30)


But we must love Jesus above all.  We must delight in Him more than anything, far more.  We must listen to His voice and abide in His Spirit, and believe Him when He tells us that something will get in the way of our fellowship with Him.  We must perceive that He is everything--He is life itself--and anything that erodes our unity with Him is a serious danger. 

Like the man who found the treasure in the field 

and then joyfully went and sold everything he had 

so he could purchase the field, 

which was vastly superior to anything he was giving up (Matthew 13:44), 

we must delight in the Lord.


Delight in the Lord, for He is worthy of all glory and honor and praise.

There is no good thing apart from Him (Psalm 16:2).  

He is the one who makes known the path of life, in whose presence is fullness of joy (Psalm 16:11). 


If we would be united with Christ through His Spirit,

if we would be His beloved bride,

then we must forswear all the places we sought satisfaction 

when we lived according to the flesh, 

and look to Him only to meet our every need.  

The Lord is my Shepherd, I shall not be in want of anything (Psalm 23:1).


We must not accept His grace and then tell Him, "But I have this other thing I need to keep if I am to feel whole and happy, this thing besides you.  Since you want me to be happy, I know you will not mind if I bring this other thing into our relationship."

That is like a wife saying to her husband, "I know you love me so much, you will not mind if I bring this other fellow into bed with us at night.  I love you very much, but I cannot be satisfied unless I have him beside me, too."

May it never be!  God forgive us for our divided hearts, show us where we go astray, and help us turn back to YOU.

Check out 1 Corinthians 6:12-20.  Read it and ponder it both on the literal level, and as a metaphor for spiritual adultery.  It is true on every level.


//(Note as of 4/7/2021 -- I have given up writing posts of 75 words or less.  I am not a good enough writer to keep that up.)//



Thursday, February 4, 2021

Listening to a dog who was listening

When last night shadowed darkest,

Duffy barked, awakening me.

“What?” I asked,


rising to pet him.


He jumped, growled, barked again.


I opened the blinds.


Right outside my window stood an enormous deer.


Duffy howled.  I rapped on my window.


The deer fled.


Duffy kept barking.


Shawn turned on outdoor lights.


I opened bathroom blinds, knocking on another window


as numerous deer at wood’s edge slipped away.


Stillness. 


Back to bed.


Cold feet.

Tuesday, February 2, 2021

Spewing fewer words

 Since my word for 2021 is listen,


I am going to write short blog posts, under 76 words.


Good listening listens beyond the surface:


What did the speaker intend to say?

What do the speaker's words reveal about his heart?

Is the speaker aware of his underlying motivations?

How does God's Spirit direct me to pray in response?

Should I offer some sort of practical help or advice?

What am I learning?


Sunday, January 31, 2021

Listening

Listening is not as easy as simply being quiet.


You have to focus.


Also, I have learned, you have to be careful.  There are many sounds out there, many voices, and many messages.


Even if listening doesn't draw you in to some dangerous fraud, it can make you vulnerable to great disappointment because others have been.


"This is my beloved Son," Father God said on the mountain of transfiguration.  "Listen to Him."


(Luke 9:35)